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Wednesday, 21 May 2008
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nightmare!
last night i really had a bad dream, though i know it'll never gonna happen in reality, still it was scary! syet, i hate those kind of dreams. and especially when it feels so real.
kagabi, i dreamed about me killing three girls one by one. as in tinaga ko sila, hiniwa-hiwa! parang minasacre! chop-chop talaga! then i put them inside the kitchen drawer. i am full of blood. i clean the kitchen. i dunno whats my reason, why did i kill those girls. then next morning my father is going to drink coffee, he asked my mom to get him a spoon, my mom opened the drawer and saw all those chopped body there. when she was about to react, i pull her hair so that she wouldnt say any word. i want to explain her first why. and im expecting her to help me out of the trouble. i want them to help me send those bodys out of nowhere! then i was so scary. till i woke up. my room was so dark, i cant see a thing. my heart is pumping so hard. i was so scary. i cant move my body. i need to pee, but i was so afraid to go to the bathroom. i tried to ignore it and tried to sleep, but i couldnt just sleep. all i know is im scared. i decided to open my lamp shade then tried to sleep again. it was 3am.. the surrounding is very silent.. actually i wanted to go to my mom and lie beside her. im still nervous.. till, i finally slept again. then woke at 5 to go to work.. i still cant forget that nightmare! waahh.. whats the meaning of it? common!
ITS MEANING:
(i checked the net for this)
Nightmare Meaning of Murder
Another interesting finding around dream analysis is when dreamers stop trying so hard to get a true meaning they go away on their own. Nightmares that have Dreaming of murder can often serve as a release and you may wake up in a friendlier world, feeling somewhat relieved. If you or your mate toss in bed that night, sleeping terribly and dreaming of murder a therapist can begin to investigate the murder of a patient’s dream for a more precise meaning.
- KILLING.
If someone is killed in your dream and you are a terrified witness to the crime, you will change your place of abode and be sorry for it. ‘lb dream of killing a person, whether purposely or by accident, is an omen that you will be criticized for bad manners. - MURDER:
When you have a committed the crime in a dream of murder it is back luck. Especially with younger people. The nature of this dreaming of murdering someone is symbolic of losing your temper towards people that have no moral values or scruples. - GUN:
If there is an injustice done to you or a family member it is foretold by the firing of a pistol, gun shotgun or high caliber firing arm. When you hear the sound of a gunshot it is a sign of unrest. - ANGER
When you are angry in a dream it can mean good or bad things. It is good when the source of your anger is from unjust wrong doing. It is bad when the source is losing your temper. when you have a Dream of Murder where you are physically striking and trying to harm someone it means you have been shamed through amour.A
- KILLING.
Saturday, 10 February 2007
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trust
#1=Trust
She slowly stepped towards him as he walked backwards. Her hands pressed against his while their fingers intermingled. She stretched both of her arms away from her body, bringing his along. She stopped. He stopped. She took a minute to look directly into his eyes. They were beautiful, especially when the stars from the night sky reflected onto them. Her mind started to wander as she stared. She was suddenly hit with an overpowering emotion. It took her by surprise and even made her gasp. She continued to gaze into those eyes, curious of what else they had to offer.
A few seconds later her eyes were redirected to the lower section of his face. She watched as the sides of his lips curled into a perfect smile and listened closely as he softly spoke the words, "I love you."
It was as if those three small words changed her life forever. At that moment, she knew. She knew that he was going to be the one who would finally show her the meaning of love. She knew that he was going to be the one she gave everything to. She knew that this man, the one standing in front of her only a breath away, was going to be the man she was going to marry.
She took a step towards him, the space between them disappearing, and looked up at him. She placed her arms on his shoulders and curled her hands around the back of his neck. He then placed his hands on her hips. She pulled him towards herself and let their lips touch.
She slowly let her eyes glide open, and let her gaze fall back onto his. He watched carefully, scared that she did not feel the same. And he had been right. For what she was feeling had been so much more then only love.
Now it was her turn to curl the sides of her mouth into a grin. She spoke the words deep within her heart, "You are the man that I am going to marry. You are the man that I need. You are the man that I will give myself to. You are the man that I will miss when I am alone, and you are the man that I not only love, but that I trust." -
accepted his flaws...i accepted all his oddities. I research everything about him. Do whatever he likes doing. Sing his favorite songs, store it at my mp4. Say he wanted us to be friends, very close friends, i agreed. I am in love if he respects my time for myslef, time for my work and time for both of us. Pouring out everything and almost anything about me to him. I showed everything i feel in actions, but he can never hear me saying it.For I am a kind who keeps feelings. I want spontaneous. I want it real. This I declare, I am in love!
It is not love if I monitor everything that he does. It is not love when I am hurt if he is showing something special to someone else. it is jealousy.
It is not love when I wanted all of his time. it is possessiveness.
It is not love when I longed for physical activities. It is lust.
I can be all of these to him. And this is something I cannot tolerate. This is something I don't want to develop.
This is something I fear. Falling in Love.
I am now.
Thursday, 17 August 2006
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many of us always ended up crying because of a failed relationships.. its so unfair that we give our love for someone we thought was so special withouth knowing that they cant stay,better as just passing by in our lives.. its too bad that after they leave us it leaves stains in our hearts and that is the pain we felt,we all suffer from those loss of apetite in everything,sleepless nights,uncontrollable mind,reminiscing even if it hurts,non-stop falling of tears,unplanned loss of weight,and unconsiously living a day of thinking why does it ends to nothing when all u know is ure ready to give everything.. then after a month of trying to move on u still find ur self unable to go on.and even if how hard you try to fix ur mind that u had already let him/her go,it still hurts to believe that u must.. sometimes when u expect u just get hurt when things doesnt turn out that way,so all u want is not to expect but then theres a little space in ur heart that still expecting that one day he'll/she'll be back in your arms... most of us feel this way, sometimes so hopeless but since theres always a brighter day, we have to fight and move on.let go of those pains and aches we have inside and live a new life.. someday we'll see how does that experience made us strong, we learned and we experienced. thats life way of having a good fight a worthy one to live life this way..
put smiles!!!Tuesday, 08 August 2006
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who do u think of??
ive read this blog a while a go.. and i agree w/ the thoughts it brought to my mind..
There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't know which one he loved more. Someone taught him.
Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly :
"When you are happy, who would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love.
Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :
"When you are sad, who you want to share your burden with?" The one you think of is also someone you love.
If you think of the same person when you are happy & sad, that would be most ideal. But if you don't think of the same one, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.
In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many people that you meet that you can share your happiness with, not necessarily your lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone.
In sadness, however, there are not many people who are willing to share your burden with you. If you are willing to tell someone your unhappiness, I am sure that person has got to be someone close & an understanding person to you.
But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only thinks of you when he is happy, but looks for someone else when he is sad, this lover is too unstable, he doesn't treat you as someone he can spend the rest of his life with.
The guy then thought to himself:
"Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness. But, if she is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart."
If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?
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